I'm in love!I honestly didn't think someone would ever bring out this feeling in me again. Then out of the blue, a simple twist of fate, and for the second time in my life my face continuously hurts from smiling.
And to think i have only known her for 1 week now. I realize that this is the first time i have actually publicly phrased how i feel in terms of "love." instead i have always used the words "fallen for" or "head over heels" or some other such nonsense. This is because people would most likely judge me or think me somehow silly for saying i love someone i only met a week ago. i can hear the objections of "you do not know her well enough to say such things". The fools. I am more certain of this feeling and that it is brought out because of this particular person then i am that the sun will rise tomorrow. And sure, while i do not know much in the way of details of her life, it does not take long to have an understanding of someones character. i can see the light in her eyes and that is enough. and so come the judgement that may i will speak the truth. I know myself well enough to be able to do so.
And whats more (though i may easily be wrong) i am fairly certain she feel the same way about me. She however believes that romantic relationships in the way i conceive them are impossible in the "fallen world", and/or that they are not worth the risk, and/or that it is impossible to be genuine in a romantic relationship.
And so i have a now sort of renewed purpose for this blog: i will now use it to collect my thoughts as to why she is wrong about all these things. This blog essentially has become a place for me to organize my thoughts in the defense of romance.
She also happens to be the one person who I have told about this blog. Chances are she has forgotten and will never visit it. Still I am not worried about such a visit for i am compelled to be completely open to her. And besides she is the one who told me to put my thoughts into writing.
